since i came here, never really miss home like today...
dunnoe y>>???bt i think it is normal since i also wonder y till now only i start getting homesick...
really lucky i feel since i reached here as gt lots of ppl there willing to help u without hopinng any benefit in return...(thanks to my mum'pray..hihi)
paiseh....having me as a fren is , honestly, very troublesome ..cz i always blur, bad in computer and there is nothing i good at...so always end up to keep giving troubles to ppl ard me..(old fren shd noe how blur i was and am...haha)
i am sorry bt i jz feel helpless wn coming to deal with all the administratibve and phone stuffs....
here,, there is 3 ppll i meet here make me feel i am not lonely..
first is marina, shi wen and tc...
they ar the ones who always have to listen to my complaints , always there wen i nedd assistance...
marina, a very nice gal who cooked me the tomyam soup wen i fell sick that time..
really touced that time...is like my "da ka jie'...
and she is the one who dun mind to walk far to buy stuffs//...so we always walk to shop which is 20minute walking distance fr our place....so can save $$$ for ttransport...(haha..see, i am such a good gal..)...so happy can find a fren that can accompany me wen shopping../
b4 i came manchester, so scared tat i can never meet any closed fren here...bt luckily. bside marina, shi wen is the fren i lepak with most of the time..(ks, her name is shi wen, bt gt bf aldy ok???so u have no chance la...disapointed?? =) )
back to topic, emm...she is a very nice, kind and outstanding, pretty gal , bt also as blur as me(bt mayb i am worse)...so that y we can be good fren ,,haha,,cz blur ppl can mix well with blur ppl...alway lend me books to photocopy., explain seminar question to me bt at the same time always wana be the "matchmaker' for me....haha & always go shopping tgt...n the problem is now we actually lepak and lepak longer time ...like today leapk till the day getting dark then only wnan bc home..=)
the last person i wanana thank is tc..he is the one told me wer to put the bag in the plane, the one who borrowed me his phone to call bc home upon reaching manchester, the one who is my hk series provider and the one who gave me the free ticket to watch movies...& the one who always help me to buy bread n chicken pies..and the one who "stole' or more correctly " take witout permission"' the sandwich for us during orientation and the one who dun mind walking to asda(which is 20 min walking distance) just to take all the freshers there.. and the one who chat with me wen i lonely...oya,,,and the "egg-kaya& chicken rice"" =)
ya, he is a person that treat very nice to all ppl...n wont discriminate agst ppl..unlike some guys, only give special treatment and assitance to pretty gals only....that y we all the freshers very respect him..(Tc, feel proud?? =)
& really feel paiseh n thanks,thanks for helping me so much since i came here..)
n Ya,bcoz of these 3 nice nice ppl, i never feel lonely here...
ok, that is the happy part of my life here, bt now, today, starting to feel more n more stressful aft having conversation with my classmates duriong celebrtation for joshua's bod...my classmates ard me all study very consistantly, very hardworking and in comparison, i am such a lazy worm, always feel lost in the class, dunnoe what the lecturers talking abt in class and seminar...
all frens seemd understand wat the teachers teaching and i am the one who blur totally fr the beginning of the class till the class end..
never in my life have that kind of feelig that i will fail for my exam.,,,..
i just cant find time to study, even i gt time, i study very slow cz the textbbok is so hard to undersatnd...i cant tell my family the problem i facing..so evreytime they ask abt study i will lie...
they alway thought that i am very hardworking bt actualluy i am not..that y i feel more n more gui;ty right & tired now................
and to make thing worst , i din buy any textbook here cz they ar so expensive and i really getting tired of having to rush to library and return the short loan book b4 11.45am...really will gt heart attack if u cant return it on time cz the fine is RM14 for late return....-_- and i kena fine of rm rm2 8 aldy...and the law book so many ppl waiting to borrow it, so i have to queqe in order to gt the book i want,..then have to do all the phocopying work myself cz here, photocopying is self-service...
now is 2 ,15am aldy,,,wnna go to sleep ..tmr will be better , i think,... and gambate to me!...and really dun wanana cry for the coming exam....so i better gambate fr now and dun wanan be a pig pig anymore!!!@@@@@@@@@@@@@@..........
