i am scared,
jz discuss the exam questions with my fren , he seems to noe everything . conversly i noe nothing at all.///-_-
though he is helpful , bt i cant trouble ppl so much...
okie..will gambate to solve the problem so thtat next time i wont that blur///....
too many need to study yet even aft did much study i cant solve the problem..

miss jaspal said 'overcome ur fear'...
ya, teacher,i will try to solve my problem bit by bit/...i will overcome it myself...

bt really though i always push my sis to study, bt wen come to me, i cant,...emm...hope my kor is here inspire me to study....hope min lee, emily is here sp we can gambate tgt..hope miss jaspal is here, saying to me that u must overcome ur fear, overcome it..

all these encouraging words i noe,,,,bt i jz cant do it thse few days//..it is time to concentrate..n no time cryin....

okie,,,,vent all my emotion aldy..wnana back to study....jia you oo!!! n i am not alone, at least my sis is fighting her exam battle as well...must think positively...jia you =O

these 2 days dun noe y aft eating dinner feel like vomiting...is it bcz i am getting sick of abc soup or is it bcz of the chicken cause the problem///..-_-
OKIE...NO MORE ABC SOUP THIS WEEK....


anywer...no matter how unwell i am, still need to gambate today!!!wanna finsh the essay today !!!gambate to me...!!! somore the handsomee teacher so nice , say can mark for my paper,,,okie...dun wanan disappointed him!!!hihi=)

oya...here is so cold now...alll the trees almost bold n the interesting thing is my good fren/s room just opposite me, n cz the tree is botak now, can peep her and we een waive to each other while talking to the phone...haha, funny...that is the funny part of hostel life...ooo...so cool!!!haha....but also cant do any embarrassed thing otherwise let her noe then i cham lo...

okie....write till here....i better work harder fr now ..dun wanan regret!!!

frustrated..l.

too much i need to study/..bt i am lost....
try tto concentarte the whole day bt i just fail to do so..
no one i can rely on, no one i can ask...

ytd having a long talk with the genius in my class, feel even inferior y i am so lazy...

i know clearly wat i need to do, bt just cant evn take the first step to do so///...
i keep saying 'gamabet' to myself bt now, i even have no energy to say so...

overcome ur fear, i always say to others bt this time my fear bcome larger n larger..

fighting..this is my own battle, n i have tio fight till the end...tired, bt life stilll need to carry oon...jia you la.,,, tan lih choon!!!!