Thursday, October 25, 2007

My apolozy to my frens



sorry ,i really mean it to those friends who i have neglected...especially xinyi , eleanor, and many more...i have been tried many times to log in to this page but forgot the password and that y delayed till now..



el, promise will find u the next timei go back...sorry ///

n tey, thanks for the song...u always send me the song at the right timing..as now i am getting bored with the song in my computer..



I dunnoe what happend to me last few months but sometimes i felt lazy to take initiatives to contact people...as i always hope people will contact me first instead...so after few attempts to call ppl , to email them then i will start to give up cz i gt upset easily...My ego...-_-
what kind of ego is that???/
(EMmmmmmm????..hihi)



okie..will try hard to change that..



well, this year in manchester life is pretty happening...next monday will go to prague, later will go to Oslo, norway and may be later will go to visit my da kar che in birmingham!!!

so life wont be as boring as last year..



but y i still feel so empty in my heart >???i have been tried to mix around n socialise more and talk to more ppl but now i feel suddenly i am bored with who i am now...

someone told me :be urself n u dun really need to force myself to mix ard with the people u feel not really comfortable with



bt my another fren told me that since i am going ot be a lawyer, this is the socialising skill which u need to equip urself with this socialicing skill



start to picture how my future may be ???i wanna be a successful carreer woman with high confidence abt myself or just wanna be happy n find a nice guy maybe?

i am not so high ambition now..just wanna concentrate on my study and travel more perhaps..

this is the thing that i have some control over..stop day-dreaming!!=)

2 comments:

jackorock said...
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jackorock said...

hey, dun feel sad & think negative of wat u r & doing now. Life is a tough road & it is hard to achieve perfect balance in ur life. Ur mistake is a past, as long as u got the lesson & dun repeat it in the future, it should b ok.. Wish u good luck in achieving all ur endeavors! May b well & happy! :)